LAST :'(

this shall be the last time i blog. LAST :') since it is my last i kinda read my previous posts and laughed at myself. that's how interesting a blog can be for you. all the memories just flow out and you'll end up crying/laughing.
&i realise i made a lot of funny comments which, now, do not apply anymore. like. i'm not sure if i'm looking forward to jtc'07 and all of a sudden my father doesn't talk abt pny anymore; and it seems so stupid worrying so much abt it.
besides, i'm not too sure if i look forward to pop'07 anymore. quite scary isn't it, i mean no matter how unreasonable you see the ncos as you dun understand their responsibilities and you dun have to do that much either.
it dawned upon me that my one post really made a lot of sense. i might not LOVE snsj more than i used to, i shall learn not to regret any decisions cos i believe ultimately there has to be sth good frm it.. like ppl always say, there's always two sides to a story yeah (:
&today was a depressing day.. no matter what i shall tell myself there will always be these certain ppl understanding and standing by me. if i fall they'll be there to help me up and wait for me. if i cry they'll be there to lend me their shoulders. besides, if not for you all i'd have succumb to failure and unhappiness. all the devilish stuff la haha. thanks, you know who i'm referring to (:
suddenly i can't bear to leave this as my last post.. it's like 2 yrs already yeah. blogging is just so much easier than a stupid diary la.
or perhaps after i get a bit free-er i start blogging again. but now i purposely took time to blog my last long post cos i didn't feel like doing lit..

quite sick of this rotting blog but well. can't bear to delete it either. then it shall continue rotting here after this (: decomposition goes back to the soil as nutrients doesn't it! x)

today had been totally emo sigh. $?^&*!@$@#$
i really am looking forward to better days ahead. just a month plus and i'm struggling.. not very good news huh.
can't wait for EVERYTHING to be over! &i mean everything. yeah x(


how do i finish my last post. i'll miss this.
nvm bye babies. you've all been lovely, i swear <3

First.

i want to delete my posts.
all 354 of them ):

haven't blogged for long. &since lots of things happened.
i dun understand lehhhh.

vday's coming! such significant, special day (: my sweet valentine <3
can't wait for everything to be over! and why wasn't i born to be tall ):

i'm depressed. maybe not as depressed as compared to any of the african children in famine but definitely not lesser than you.

sigh lit is boring. ltr cca. chao sian.
poc next week sia. so fast.


i deduce the blogging is boring too.

perhaps i love you.
perhaps we should move on.
perhaps i should give it a try.




perhaps perhaps perhaps.

suddenly i dun miss blogging at all. sad sia :( so many things happened since i last blogged. &it's so hard to spell everything out (: see if you get my two quotes :D

SIMPLE IS GOOD (:
&life is a game of chances? haha okay! :D

okay i'm blogging! cos bnco is over and i'm supposed to be overjoyed :D not the case, i'm missing camp la wahaha. can't believe i survived it. thank god man the tekan session wasn't anything worse than jtc's. got blue-black on pelvis bone! sigh perhaps can consider going anco without THOSE ppl eh haha (:

after one month without blogging. i can't blog anymore. it just doesn't instill in my mind that bnco passssssed :P till i blog again! <3!

today is my bdae.
i had a wonderful bdae.
thanks for all the gifts babies.

camp is in 4 days' time. can't wait for everything to be over.


i've decided to mark this day as the End-Of-Blogging Day.
sad right. but well. such endings are inevitable :(
now let's observe 1118 minutes of silence :(



SOLEMN - no smiley faces :(

till we meet i blog again.